Ok, so I talked to her last night for the first time in a while. it was ok though. I know i shouldnt want to talk to her but i just like to hear she is doing well. Its still very very hard and I still want to be with her and love her beyond belief. but i know i just need to walk away right now. just get it through my head that we are not and will not be together for a long time if ever again. and who knows, maybe my real soul mate is just around the corner or maybe we really are just like the notebook or jim and pam. haha, I use to say we were just like jim and pam from the office. hard to explain.
In other news, i am going to Europe in the spring. I have a few friends that are over there and im so excited to go do this. I want to fly into London and see a soccer game then go to Amsterdam to enjoy their activities(haha) and then to Switzerland or Austria then down to Italy where my two best friends are living just outside of Milan. It should be a good time.
I do feel like shit right now though, thinking im getting sick. i really hope not though. ok i gotta shower, maybe that will help, and then off to work.
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sorry about your relationship :( that's rough. did it end badly? if so you should just forget her and move on. if it didn't, well that's hard to deal with, but hopefully you can stay friends and who knows, maybe someday down the road....?
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