Have you ever heard the song by Keith Urban "Stupid Boy"? Thats what I feel like right now. I feel like just another stupid boy. I just can't seem to get my mind past this girl. I have missed her every single day. She brings me to tears so much. I hate her for it almost. I just need to be strong but its really hard to. I don't have anyone to talk to. I live in this town by myself and need to find a way out of here. Its hard though because of this job I have. It's perfect. I went from working night audit to being the Assistant General Manager in under a year. I am getting amazing experience right now but I need to get out to stay sane. I have to find a way to get her off my mind.
I have to go to the Twin Cities this week and of course thats where she lives. It will be the first time there in over 3 years that I wont be going to see her or going there with her. All I want is to be happy and I just have to get it through my think head that I cant be happy with her anymore. I have to move on but it is just so hard to get past someone like her. I just want to go to her house with a dozen roses and a bottle of wine and tell her how much I miss and love her. I wont though. I wont. I know better but god I wish I could do that.
And I know that there are girls out there who would kill to find a guy like me. I just hope that I can find a girl that can exceed her. I can only hope right now...
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Struggle
I find myself struggling with where my life is right now. I live in a city that i dont know many people and I was just dumped by my girlfriend of 3 years. She told me she needed to find herself and had to take this chance while she has the opportunity to. I understood what she meant, I told her that I love her and want to remain together. However, I knew that she needed to do this. I would get back together with her in the drop of a hat but know that that may never happen. I would move all over this world to just be with her. She was the kind of girl you dream of and i have lost her. I do kinda see us as a Notebook kind of Love. But I guess only time will tell. I know I did not do anything wrong but i have broke down every day since this happened. I just truly hope that she finds whatever it is that she is looking for. And one day she will realize taht I am not your run of the mill kind of guy. I am a dedicated, loving, caring, faithful and willing to do anything for my girl kind of guy. I love to cook my girl dinner and have a bottle of wine and cuddle up on the couch. But I know I will find a girl that will want that kind of love and want to be with a guy like me.
But I have decided to move away from La Crosse to start anew. She lives in the cities and is now moving to Seattle, funny enough though, I was born in Seattle. I have been trying to figure out where I should move. I have been going between Chicago, Minneapolis(where I grew up), and Cali. I have a good friend in Chicago, good friends and my sister in Minneapolis, and an Ex and my aunt and grandma in Cali. I just don't know yet. I just started looking and I'm scared and excited at the same time. I think I would do really well where ever I go. I have a Bachlors Degree in Hotel, Restaurant, and Tourism Management which means I can go anywhere and work anywhere.
But I have decided to move away from La Crosse to start anew. She lives in the cities and is now moving to Seattle, funny enough though, I was born in Seattle. I have been trying to figure out where I should move. I have been going between Chicago, Minneapolis(where I grew up), and Cali. I have a good friend in Chicago, good friends and my sister in Minneapolis, and an Ex and my aunt and grandma in Cali. I just don't know yet. I just started looking and I'm scared and excited at the same time. I think I would do really well where ever I go. I have a Bachlors Degree in Hotel, Restaurant, and Tourism Management which means I can go anywhere and work anywhere.
Hotel moron
Well lets see here, where to start.
First of all, I work at a hotel and see and talk to a lot of different people. Some are nice and will tip the housekeepers and breakfast hostess but there are some real ass holes and just pure morons out there. I had a guy come to check in to the hotel, we looked for his reservation and found it for the previous night, after saying that to him he responded says he knew it was for last night but decided to come the following night and didn't inform us. I informed him that the hotel was sold out for tonight. He was mad and asked us, and I quote,"what the hell?! don't you call someone who doesn't show up to check to see if it was a mistake?" I almost laughed in his face. Are you kidding me buddy? we are not going to call every single no-show reservation. That's bull shit and he knew and said we would be hearing from him. This is now 2 weeks later and nothing. fucking moron.
First of all, I work at a hotel and see and talk to a lot of different people. Some are nice and will tip the housekeepers and breakfast hostess but there are some real ass holes and just pure morons out there. I had a guy come to check in to the hotel, we looked for his reservation and found it for the previous night, after saying that to him he responded says he knew it was for last night but decided to come the following night and didn't inform us. I informed him that the hotel was sold out for tonight. He was mad and asked us, and I quote,"what the hell?! don't you call someone who doesn't show up to check to see if it was a mistake?" I almost laughed in his face. Are you kidding me buddy? we are not going to call every single no-show reservation. That's bull shit and he knew and said we would be hearing from him. This is now 2 weeks later and nothing. fucking moron.
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