Struggle

I find myself struggling with where my life is right now. I live in a city that i dont know many people and I was just dumped by my girlfriend of 3 years. She told me she needed to find herself and had to take this chance while she has the opportunity to. I understood what she meant, I told her that I love her and want to remain together. However, I knew that she needed to do this. I would get back together with her in the drop of a hat but know that that may never happen. I would move all over this world to just be with her. She was the kind of girl you dream of and i have lost her. I do kinda see us as a Notebook kind of Love. But I guess only time will tell. I know I did not do anything wrong but i have broke down every day since this happened. I just truly hope that she finds whatever it is that she is looking for. And one day she will realize taht I am not your run of the mill kind of guy. I am a dedicated, loving, caring, faithful and willing to do anything for my girl kind of guy. I love to cook my girl dinner and have a bottle of wine and cuddle up on the couch. But I know I will find a girl that will want that kind of love and want to be with a guy like me.
But I have decided to move away from La Crosse to start anew. She lives in the cities and is now moving to Seattle, funny enough though, I was born in Seattle. I have been trying to figure out where I should move. I have been going between Chicago, Minneapolis(where I grew up), and Cali. I have a good friend in Chicago, good friends and my sister in Minneapolis, and an Ex and my aunt and grandma in Cali. I just don't know yet. I just started looking and I'm scared and excited at the same time. I think I would do really well where ever I go. I have a Bachlors Degree in Hotel, Restaurant, and Tourism Management which means I can go anywhere and work anywhere.